Seperation

Omg! lately no mood to blog other things then emo stuff. Today is the separation date of the bear with the leek. Very moody day indeed, the sky is gray and my feeling is also gray. Again, my soul flew away again. Its very sad to even think about it and to see as the leek enter the train really have some heart brake.. piang!! She did a good job today as not to cry and can see from distance she is very sad also although with her smile is still not enough to cover. I regretted that I did not hug her at the station because of certain reasons and I hope she don't mind. Omg!! How sweet can a girl be sometime. She was so pretty today with her new shirt and have been telling her in whisper.

Specially wanted to thanks Vicky serve as a counselor for me today as to give me some advice to overcome loneliness. Writing emo post really does help a little and give some extra hope and reflection of what we did and serve as a memory. I am still wondering after i shifted to Zurich and I will still be lonely because no friend over there..

Today, something cheer me up my happiness level by 0.005%. I have finally sign the contract and also saw my new apartment. Just hope that the landlord call me and give me a positive answer. I really want to stay there although it cost 600 fr which is very the geng expansive for me. Also another good news that worth to celebrate is that I have been told to have holiday during the Saturday and Sunday. This is also means I am going to buy the After 7 card and travel back to Luzern every Friday to see my Leek and without any complains I am going to stay to be a good boy there when she was on shift. I dont mind staying there as long can see you geh. Now pray hard you get a single room la xD.