Training life~!~

Gaa... its really boring to know the fact that I have to wake up and go to work at 7:40 daily and only go home at after 10 because wanted to wait for boss to finish and take their back with them. Very no life recently and have less time to spend with leek even with msn. Kinda sad and afraid of losing her to other people. Although there is some kind of assurance but I still feel that I am still lack of something beyond my reach. Been thinking of leek whenever there is free time and planning ways to give her some surprise that is way beyond her imagination. As how am I going to improve myself.. still need more planning...

Another message to leek: Before we start its my mistake that I dint think too much about the consequences of all the problems that we will face and did not have a proper planning. I am really sorry to make you worry too much and also the starting point is that we both think that as long we happy can already but its not going to the right direction now. There are many challenges around me and its not that easy to deal with.