Complicated Monday

Again today its Monday but it is a rather unusual Monday because I woke up in Luzern instead of Zurich. It has been nice that Leek got off the whole day today and I am able to stay another night over there. It is very tiring day because play too much last night. Hmm this makes I am able to see leek for a 4 days straight... Another wonderful weekend has passed and this is also means there is 1 more week less for training which is good and also 1 more week less to spend with leek. Din't do much over the weekend and only spending most of the time with Leek while she is still available.


Having a heavy feeling to leave Luzern waking up in such a beautiful morning. Especially having leek around makes me more wanted to stay longer. Now as the relation is becoming closer and again I have been thinking too much again. Just like Amy say, when you are alone you tend to think this and that... After the simple separation today I am thinking what will happen to us after training. It is very hard to imagine how we both will be parted into different place and would have really little chance to meet again. How nice if we are staying to somewhere nearer huh.

Just some of my little thoughts for leek geh... thanks for believing in me as ur bear bear. For me, I think that every person is different and really I think there is no way for you to compare yourself to other people. You are yourself and that alone is good enough. No need to scared that you are not good enough.. there is no way to measure how good u treat me because I wanted to be with you from the very start. I choose you because of your uniqueness as my leek. As I have told you that I wont dump you and I really means my word geh. I will really miss my leek badly if she is not around and dumping would cost more. I also won't like to see leek become sad after losing the bear. I still like to see the morning leek when the eye still blur blur there looking very sweet jek. haha

是你讓我了解自己可以為愛那麼堅定.